Fen is going to mostly be spectator/on the outskirts to make sure Martin and Des come out of it alright, but! Just in case:
Fen spent 200-ish years alone, during which time the rest of his druid circle just disappeared, and he has no idea what happened to them. He tries not to think about it, but sometimes he wonders if they left him behind on purpose and that he maybe did something wrong.
He's also becoming afraid of the possibility that as sidereal alters his history bit by bit (age ups/downs + elf memory conflicts), he'll go back to Faerun to find his other lover, Griel, is no longer waiting for him. Died in his absence, just written out of his life... you name it.
He also has absolutely killed innocent people before (usually accidentally), including like a 6 y/o girl, and he thinks some people might turn on him for it if they find out.
And he's lowkey terrified of ending up alone, but that hasn't actually really registered even with him yet.
Re: ONE MORE THING--
Fen spent 200-ish years alone, during which time the rest of his druid circle just disappeared, and he has no idea what happened to them. He tries not to think about it, but sometimes he wonders if they left him behind on purpose and that he maybe did something wrong.
He's also becoming afraid of the possibility that as sidereal alters his history bit by bit (age ups/downs + elf memory conflicts), he'll go back to Faerun to find his other lover, Griel, is no longer waiting for him. Died in his absence, just written out of his life... you name it.
He also has absolutely killed innocent people before (usually accidentally), including like a 6 y/o girl, and he thinks some people might turn on him for it if they find out.
And he's lowkey terrified of ending up alone, but that hasn't actually really registered even with him yet.