Mostly. Yes. He - well, obviously he isolated me from the others. Changed my hours. Or just made these little passive aggressive comments about not holding up my end of the deal. He was always so nice that I felt strange complaining about it anyway. What - what could I really complain about? Even if I could talk to Jon, what would I say? He only ever hurt me once before the end, and that was - I think mostly just to. Keep me paranoid that he might do it again.
[ He takes in a shuddering breath. ]
Months of that. He - he wore away at me, until it was more comfortable to just. Not engage.
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Date: 2020-08-15 08:57 pm (UTC)Mostly. Yes. He - well, obviously he isolated me from the others. Changed my hours. Or just made these little passive aggressive comments about not holding up my end of the deal. He was always so nice that I felt strange complaining about it anyway. What - what could I really complain about? Even if I could talk to Jon, what would I say? He only ever hurt me once before the end, and that was - I think mostly just to. Keep me paranoid that he might do it again.
[ He takes in a shuddering breath. ]
Months of that. He - he wore away at me, until it was more comfortable to just. Not engage.