Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-06-16 06:15 pm
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[PSL] time travel, time travel
[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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Oh! Oh, that’s - yes, I do desperately need that. I can’t believe you have an actual landline here, though.
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[But okay. Things are... working out. And Algric is looking a lot better... Maybe his theory is on the right track.]
It came in handy anyway.
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[ He shivered at that. ]
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[Yeah he would not have been happy about that. Algric would've not only walked into a mess, but Elias....]
Tim told me you talked him down from destroying it.
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... Yes. Because he was going to - to slop some petrol around and light it on fire. As if that would actually do the job.
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[Tim. Yeah he's glad Algric stopped him.]
He wants us all to get together and talk before you and I go in. I told him the tunnels are the safest place to work.
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[ A deep breath. ]
I would very much like the Institute gone but - you know, planning. N-not just for blowing it up proper? But also what happens to - to you and Tim and Martin when you can’t go back to work.
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[But what would Jon even do? Or Martin and Algric? There are so many factors. Plus, even with the Institute gone, they need to stop this Unknowing as well.]
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I-I mean the part where you three die, Jon.
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[LOOK.... Yeah he's not into the whole dying thing either, especially after just promising that he wouldn't.]
I assumed since I just promised I wouldn't that it wasn't necessary to say again.
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[He sighs and just. Leans against him. At the very least, Algric is big and secure enough he can do that. Normally he'd lean back against the couch but...]
We'll figure something out.
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Right. Right. I’ll - give you all the info I can.
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All right. It doesn't need to be right now.
[A beat.]
You know, I don't mind the - the not being able to lay on my back, but I really cannot wait to be able to walk properly again.
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I could carry you, but that wouldn’t be any better.
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[His pride, Algric.]
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[He sighs. Jon is... loathe to disrupt this bit of peace but.]
Have you or Tim heard from Martin?
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No? I mean, there’s not really any way for Martin and I to talk to each other.
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[Crap that's... Bad. He doesn't know what he thought, but he was hoping for something better.]
Back at the hospital. I.. After I talked to you, I talked to him too. And explained I... felt the same for you both.
[He's quiet, just... Thinking.] He didn't take it well.
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What - what do you mean? What happened, Jon?
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Well if Jon was hoping for comfort, he’s not getting it from Algric. Instead, his side of the couch freezes over. ]
That’s - that’s bad. That’s really, really bad, Jon, I -
[ He’s moving to get up. ]
I need to find him.
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I-i didn't- I didn't know what to do.
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It’s not your fault. It’s - mine, if any, for -
[ For stealing Jon? Good god. ]
I’ll find him.
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