Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-06-16 06:15 pm
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[PSL] time travel, time travel
[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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Well, he knows better than to believe that Helen is going to be completely honest here. Even if she probably isn't going to kidnap him and drag him back to 2018. No, he decides that she's probably getting a lot more out of watching Algric flail about like this. (God that physically hurts to hear. True and yet utterly false at the same time.)
He takes a deep breath, not moving from where he stands between Jon/Martin/Tim and her. If she does decide to do something, he's probably the most powerful friendly in the room. ]
We - we are friends, but - what d'you mean, help?
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[She gives a long, obnoxiously obvious wink. She tosses her hair back over her shoulder, and it ripples in hypnotic patterns, drawing the attention almost involuntarily.]
The way I see it, you're suffering from just a ~little~ too much truth. I am just the gal for the job. You can hardly handle a wild shindig like the Unknowing literally blind, after all.
[She gives Tim a bright, glittering look under her lashes, throwing a stage whisper that everyone hears.] Pay attention, cutie, this is your first monster with their first agenda. See! Not SO bad.
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And just what agenda is that? [It sounds? Like Helen wants them to stop the Unknowing which was what he'd planned on doing anyway but...]
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[ He means that affectionately. Really. Sort of. ]
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Isn't THAT just the Thought Of The Day? What IS-
[And she stops, though the sound she makes is almost a discordant silence. A non sound that is loud somehow, shuddering in the ears like pop rocks on the tongue.]
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Wouldn't yOu like you Know, Archivist?
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Mm. Not IDEAL.
I suppose that's just a no go. Trust me or not.
[She SMILES, that last line and her attention back on Algric.] But what choice DO you have?
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If he's a monster now, he might as well do something with it. Starting with taking the brunt of - of this. ]
None, I suppose. Not before and not now.
[ He doesn't feel any braver, but he tries to straighten up a bit, at least. ]
What - what are you proposing?
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And Jon's blood turns to lead when he hears Michael's voice again. Or being called Archivist like that. And then pop, it's Helen (?) again. It's weird. He wants to know what's going on because it sounds like Helen is from Algric's time, which how does that even work? Two of the same entity from two points in time in the same ...body? Being?
He doesn't even realize that he's watching now. The nausea and dizziness don't hit quite as strongly, and his grip on Martin is loosening some. He still feels winded though, for different, unknown reasons.]
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[worried now that Jon is going to pass out, Martin quickly stands up and gently pushes Jon onto the chair that he was just occupying.
the headache from this...thing is intense, enough to case the eyes to ache, and Martin struggles not to sway where he stands. he struggles to look at its face directly, instead focusing on its hair that curls impossibly eternally, the hands that stretch and twist.]
And how long were you spying on us?
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She curls a wave to Martin.]
Oh, don't you worry. I'm not like certain Peeping Toms. [The statement twists in Jon's ears.
Then she focuses on Algric.]
Well, it's a sticky little problem, isn't it? Far be it from me to meddle in the chain of command. But you don't NEED to see him do you? You know who he is! I can just, oh... squiggle things a bit for you.
What do you say?
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That is not the worst idea. True, it involves letting the Spiral into his head, but - the whole problem is that he's seeing himself, isn't it? And if anyone can put a lie in his head properly, it would be Helen.
Anything would be better than passing out every time he gets so much as a glimpse of Martin's face. Even turning back slightly makes him wince nervously. ]
What - what would I see instead?
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[ He's not surprised, just. Resigned. He already knows what his answer is going to be; he just wishes it weren't such a stab in the dark. ]
Fine. I'll do it.
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Algric - I don't think you should.
[Absolutely shaken to his bones.]
It's scared right now. I... Don't think it's a good idea.
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[Michael's laugh comes on like a nosebleed, and for a moment, sight goes haywire, processing in a burst of smell. Reds look like mold and yellows smell like baking bread and greens have the odor of blood and -]
Hhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
[It subsides with that sigh, eyes doing what they should. It's smile is not... pleasant. It twists up, taking most of Michael's face.]
Tell me another joke, Archivist. I quite liked that one.
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I - I know it's a bad idea, but what else can I do --
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Let me... Try.
[The scents is lingering and he can feel the dribble down his face is irritating, but. He's sure he can try this.]
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Really? Are we doing amateur hour here?
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Jon - Jon you're bleeding already, I don't want you to hurt yourself -
[ But it's not a no, and he takes Jon's hand in an uncertain agreement. ]
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[Hurt himself, that is. He looks back at Helen, eyes just faintly tinted wit ha glazed green - not fully awakened, but Enough. Then back up to Algric.]
I. I need to try. [There's the unspoken question though: Does Algric really wanna try this with Helen right there?]
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[It's Watching Jon.]
But if you do think better of it... well. You know how to find me.
[She mimics a little knock on the air. It sounds a bit like knuckles on wood. And she steps through a door that isn't in the floor. It closes.
It's gone.]
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But. This is. This is the right decision, right? Asking Jon to try? He hopes so. ]
She - it - they are - very unsettling.
[ DEEP BREATHS. ]
If - if you think you can do it, Jon, I. I think it would be safer than Helen trying.
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[He squeezes Algric's hand, but rather than go right on and try, he stands up, presses his forehead to Algric's, then looks around the room.]
Tim? You still there?
[Please don't let that mess have left him brain damaged or comatose or something, please, he just needs the people he has left to be all right--]
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