Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-06-16 06:15 pm
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[PSL] time travel, time travel
[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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[But he's up, he's up. And honestly, the couch does look good.]
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The bathroom's down the hall. Lightswitch on the outside. Please admire how well I draw dicks in the morning.
[He amiably lies as he just, gently, tips Jon towards the couch.]
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[Down he goes, onto that couch. Really, it's a no brainer, he's not moving. At least he's not getting up. He'll move to take his glasses off but glare blurry eyed at Tim.]
Do. Not. Draw. Dicks. On. Me.
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No one appreciates an artist while they're alive. Live dangerously, I say.
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[It's muffled under the blankets before he starts trying to get at least one straightened out. And a terrible thought occurs to him.
He looks up at Tim with the utmost serious, demanding look on his face.]
Do not draw on my glasses either.
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BUT INSTEAD OF REASSURANCES:]
Night, Jon.
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And he'll hope for the best.]
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The soft sizzle of breakfast, and the smell of pancakes may reach him. Though how it presents to him this morning is up to his own constitution.
Tim's in the kitchen, naturally, in warm flannel and fuzzy slippers to buffer from the cold tile.]
Eh, look who's crawled up.
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I hate that you were right. That couch is unfairly comfortable.
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Feeling up to food?
[He does, at least, have good timing, as the sacrificial first pancake of disaster has been flipped onto the large plate by the stove.]
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[He sighs heavily, sliding his glasses on as he sits. This is definitely more Jon Sims and less The Head Archivist sitting in Tim's kitchen. Has anyone seen this? Besides Algric, probably, but even then Jon doesn't come out of his room until he's Presentable. No, this is a rare sight.]
Where'd you even find that thing? It belongs in a museum. London's Most Comfortable Sofa.
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Uni. I wish I had a better story for coming into a windfall like that. But had an old boyfriend who actually called it uncomfortable. Bought it for 20 and hauling it myself. Best thing I got out of that whole relationship.
Shows that some people just have no idea what they've got.
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Suppose so. Or that some simply have no taste.
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Two fluffy pancakes, lightly browned, are set on a plate, nudged in front of Jon with warmed butter and proper syrup.]
Right? We are, in fact, the proper and perfect arbiters of taste. If only more of the world would get in line...
Though points for him at least making the best dating choice he could have.
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Mm. Guess he really only had downhill to go at that point.
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Keep it up and I'll feed you all the time.
[He laughs and sets his own down across and flips off the range.]
I'd offer my classic berries but let me tell you how much my head is not in a place to whip cream this morning. Plain it is.
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[He does start to cut into his pancakes.]
I, um. Thank you. [Munch munch.]
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Think nothing of it. Nice to have something a bit mundane, anyway.
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Yes... Yes, it is.
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It's almost a shame to break into it, really, when he does. But it's worth doing.]
Feeling any better?
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I-- Yes. A bit.
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[He says with the misleading confidence of someone who can actually communicate emotions WITHOUT being pissed and pissed off into it.]
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At the same time.
[He says between bites, gesturing with a syrupy bit of pancake.]
Really, the only thing I regret is I'm not going to be there the way it would if you'd stumbled over it in the office.
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[THESE ARE YOUR REAL WORLD PEERS, TIM.]
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