Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-06-16 06:15 pm
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[PSL] time travel, time travel
[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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He hadn't even considered staying the night. But staying with everyone... May be nice. Nicer than when they were all staying at the Archives before; somewhat... Kinder circumstances, if still not great.]
I think I'd like that as well. [Though Martin's talking about logistics and one thing sticks out. He sounds so, so confident.] Don't worry about breakfast. I'm sure it'll work out.
[He's going to make sure it works out himself. He starts drying off his arms as he heads to the living room, reaching to tug Martin along.]
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(It’s just not his flat, is it. Or his invitation. That hurts just a little, but it soothes in the same way that comforting Martin had. Old wounds are being bandaged tonight.) ]
There’s enough - enough room for all of us out here if we squeeze in close. That pull out is enormous. Plus it’ll be warmer this way.
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... And two of them, at least, shouldn't be left alone tonight anyway. And by what he walked into? Probably shouldn't be left alone with each other either.]
You know? [It's mild, honestly fond and a little weary, coming down from... everything that was.] I'm absolutely knackered. If it's not an imposition...
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I'll go get some changes of clothes for everyone!
[back to the bedroom he goes!]
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All right.
[crap he left his socks and shoes in the other room. But they're also soaked, so they can stay in there for all he cares right now. And he's about to be in dry clothes for the night so these he's wearing can dry. He already ate at Tim's a little bit ago, so... What is there to do?]
Guess this is good a time as any to discuss the other matter.
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He rubs a hand over his face, and clutches the towel back around himself as it starts to slip his shoulders.]
Other matter?
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But he’s glad to see Martin brighten. He gets it. That need to be helpful or be completely ignored. ]
What - what other matter?
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So instead, Jon gestures to both Algric and Martin, shifting his foot so Algric can look at it better. It was definitely worse off. Miraculous how fast the human body can heal, isn't it?]
When's the last proper meal you both had?
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O-oh, well, I did have dinner started back at your place —
[ Poor dinner. He sure hopes that Jon remembered to turn off the stove. He would fuss about that, but just as he goes to do so, he realises something that makes him go pale. Paler. ]
I’m - I’m rather full. Myself.
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And eventually, you'll find that you don't really ... get nourishment out of real food any more.
A sliver of worry worms its way into his expression, one hand hesitantly raising to ...To do what here?
It's not his place to open that can in front of the others; he'll let Algric unpack that if he wants.]
All right. So. Martin?
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Hm?
[he's bothered everyone enough already. if it's going to be any trouble...]
I don't know. Are you hungry? Tim?
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Later, then.
Martin's arrival forestalls all of that, Tim brightens at the prospect of being dry and warm again above all else.]
God, Martin, you are a king. [He is eagerly reaching out for one of those pairs of clothes.] Annnnd nope. Just ate. Thinking zero percent about food.
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Algric had tugged the scarf down to look at Jon’s feet, but he carefully sets it back into place before turning towards Martin. He accepts a dry pyjama set gratefully, without looking at which one he ends up in. ]
But - but breakfast sounds lovely. We could all have a nice quiet morning together. After we’ve had a chance to sleep.
[ He’s already planning to cook, not realising that Jon will beat him to it. ]
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Sleep... does sound good. [His only helpful contribution now that his hands are busy.]
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Martin, in the meantime, is busying himself with setting up the air mattress, putting on the sheets especially meant for the occasions of its use, retrieving spare pillows and blankets. he smiles to himself through each task.
color blossoms in him the whole time, and he gives off less chill. there is a transparency to his edges in the view of anyone looking at him, and he would certainly be cooler to the touch than most people, but it's clearly a massive improvement that he himself has no awareness of.
fluffing one last pillow, he turns to everyone:]
Ready and waiting.
[after a moment, a look of uncertainty crosses his face.]
Are you sure about this? All of us together? I could go and give you all more room...
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[Not that he isn't, and not that some of the supernatural freeze to the air hasn't significantly lessened... but he's humming a little ditty that's several songs stitched together as he claims a pile of blankets near the edge of the bed.]
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[ Algric is seated on the edge of the pull out couch for a moment himself, turned away from Martin so that he doesn't pass out again. He's just ... quietly very pleased to see this particular pyjama set again? Oh, he still had it in his own timeline, but it had lost all its colour. This t-shirt is still a lovely pale blue, and it's ...
It's nice. To be here in the past, before all these terrible things happened, with Tim and Jon close and his younger self doing better. ]
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He realizes if people are sleeping on the air mattress and pull out couch, he doesn't wanna think about who's sleeping where until the exact moment it has to be thought about. That way only leads badly.]
Agreed. Let that room dry out a bit, get some hopefully restful sleep. A bit like college again, honestly.
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[there's an awkward moment of standing and waiting for someone else to make the first move. to fill the silence (and genuinely offer)]
Cannnnnn I get anyone anything? I could have gotten that water for you.
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[Speaking of, while the awkwardness of everyone waiting for the next first move, Tim snags the end by the simple criteria of it looks like the fluffiest pillow - and needing to sleep on his side. He settles to his spot with possibly annoying, casual ease.]
And Jon, get off your damn feet.
[As an icebreaker, Algric and Martin can arrange themselves accordingly.]
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[ He sort of. Sits there blindfolded, head tilted lightly towards Martin. Wondering how they are going to do this. Should they make Jon lie down first and then just follow? Or?
Actually, Tim seems to have the right idea. Algric just ... carefully settles down next to Tim, leaving plenty of room for Jon to lie down next (and have a Martin on each arm) or focus on just Martin tonight. Either way. ]
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Tim's already grabbed one side and Algric after him so. Jon smiles at Martin with a little shrug and climbs in after. It feels wrong to just... only be on the side of one Martin after everything he'd said before. And then looks up at Martin again, holding one hand out to him. Come on, get in here.]
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Martin moves forward slowly, unsure, and softly takes Jon's hand. he just stands there a focuses on the feeling, trying to memorize this moment and carve it in his mind. his hand, his whole body loses its Lonely cold and warms against Jon's.
his movements are slow and purposeful when he walks forward and gingerly starts climbing onto the air mattress, like anything too sudden would break this new reality, watching Jon the whole time.]
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Once Martin's in and they're all settled, Jon shifts so he can pull a blanket up and. Realizes he's sandwiched between both the Martins. And honestly? It's not the worst. He thinks he hears something but then he shifts again and yeah, it's just the noise of the air mattress under the four of them.
Jon takes one deep breath and sighs it, relaxed and settles his head into the pillow, still holding Martin's hand and his back comfortably against Algric.
This is... Nice.]
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Yes. A different sort of perfect indeed.
He's too far gone to be anything but chilly, even now, but the cold is reduced to a pleasant coolness, at least. It might even be nice, given there's four of them in this bed. He curls in closer to Jon's back, eyes closed beneath his blindfold. Then ... he reaches back as well, fumbling for Tim's hand. ]
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