[ It's his Martin, which is perhaps the most important. The Martin that suffered in the Lonely, who vanished inside of it without Jon ever finding him. The Martin who saw Jon's conflict with Peter from a distance and assumed the worst.

More tears stream down his face helplessly as he just keeps clinging, determined to - what? To make this real? Because this can't be real, it's impossible. If he'd thought there was even a remote chance that Jon was still alive, then he'd have to have gone back. To find him, or - or something. He'll deal with that guilt later. ]

I - I found a door. You were - you were dead, Jon, so I. I took it.

[ A few more sobbing breaths. ]

Peter Lukas - he - I thought I saw him kill you --