[I loved you flits back into his mind. The last words he remembered Martin saying, he carried with him all this time. All the regret of being... a complete asshole to him for years and... Look at him now.]

I... Really don't know that it'd be a good idea. [He wants to.] I mean, it's- It feels like a lifetime ago since I saw Tim and... [And he's a monster now. Tim will probably hate him on sight.]

Let's. Start small? This is really the longest I've sat anywhere and haven't heard an endless choir of screaming and pain.