[ Is it what he wants? To fall into being monsters with Jon? Or does he want to go back to the trio he's become such friends with, whom he also loves? It's ... god. That's a decision he doesn't want to make.

He closes his eyes for a moment. ]

Let's - let's not talk about that right now. I'll make us pancakes, okay? And then we can - we can take a day. Just the two of us.