It's hard to explain. I think Annabelle Cane actually understood it better than I could until she told me. When I... read statements. It was true when we started in the Archives, and it's even more true now. But when I start reading a statement, I can't... stop. I think at this point if I tried to stop reading one partway through, it might do very real damage to me.
Elias knew that. And forced me through a false beginning statement, knowing I wouldn't be able to stop.
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Date: 2020-08-26 10:45 pm (UTC)It's hard to explain. I think Annabelle Cane actually understood it better than I could until she told me. When I... read statements. It was true when we started in the Archives, and it's even more true now. But when I start reading a statement, I can't... stop. I think at this point if I tried to stop reading one partway through, it might do very real damage to me.
Elias knew that. And forced me through a false beginning statement, knowing I wouldn't be able to stop.