Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am
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[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story
[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
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Just. Just between us, then.
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[It's been a lifetime since he's said that familiar name, to a familiar face.]
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Something ... thaws deep inside him. The ice shifting and receding, warming. And the fog that surrounds them lessens. Someone else on the tube glares at these two engaging in such ridiculous PDA and moves off to another car. ]
Yeah. Yeah. Martin ...
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Oh no.
At least they're underground. It's not the Buried directly, but it's better than the open air.
Maybe it's paranoia. Maybe he shouldn't worry so much when things are working out better for him than they ever have. But that is the problem isn't it? Things never work out well for the Archivist. Something is Wrong.]
Should... Probably get off at the next stop and go back.
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R-right, let's. Let's get back. Grab that electric blanket, yeah?
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It figures. As soon as he says he'll protect Algric, all their actual protection is gone and he has to make good on it. The next stop comes easily enough, another rider on the other side of the car relieved to see them leaving. And another tube coming back the other way doesn't take but a minute.]
We need to be careful.
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... Why? What's going on?
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Invisibility cloak is gone.
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[ He'd agreed to be a monster, hadn't he? So why are the people on the street glancing at them normally? Why does he have to weave around people instead of them instinctively avoiding him?
And ... why is the colour returning to him? Slowly, yes, but that glassy, fuzzy texture is evaporating like an ice lolly on a hot day. ]
The ... the Lonely. It's leaving me.
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I still haven't known what the counter to the Lonely is but- whatever you just decided, I guess is it.
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I ... I decided to stay with you. Even if it cost me my humanity. I was - I was definitely ready to go full monster.
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Huh.]
I suppose choosing to stay with someone would be the antithesis of the Lonely.
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[ And start backsliding towards humanity, apparently. Which - is actively dangerous now. He clings close to Jon, powerfully nervous. ]
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Let's. Let's not.
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[Normal! They're having a totally, completely normal conversation!]
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At - at least you won't freeze now?
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...Do you think we even need the blanket?
[Hey-- Mr Tall Man, excuse you! Jon may be the Archivist, but he's still much shorter with a shorter walk-span than you, sir.]
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[ He reluctantly slows again, but he's nervous. ]
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We'll test it tonight. If we need it still we can grab one after the meeting.
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As long as you'll be warm enough, Jon.
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I'm sure I will be. I was fine last night, right?
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[ Even though it's growing less likely by the second. Algric shivers a little as they go inside, feeling dimly feverish. ]
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Go - sit, all right? [Even through just these small touches, Algric is too warm.]
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He nods a bit, moving to sit down on the couch. ]
R-right. I - I feel a bit tired, I think.
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