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Martin K(nife) Blackwood ([personal profile] curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am

[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story

[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.

But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.

For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.

That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.

As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
eyediot: (cause I don't understand you)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-03 11:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blink.

A beat.]


It's... Um. Well... Kind of. The whole.. Having done the ritual as an avatar thing? A-as far as I Know, I... can't really?
eyediot: (take all those emotions. and bury them.)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-03 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
...Right. Right!

Yes, that's. Something I should've mentioned sooner. Sorry.
eyediot: (*deep inhale*)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-03 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
I am sorry. [Genuinely. Truly.] I thought I had told you.
eyediot: say anything - "walk through hell" (if I could swim)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't have let it get to that.

[How could he possibly have avoided it beyond sheer stubbornness? Another sip of his tea.]

Something did happen with Tim, though. Right at the end.
eyediot: (just to be the man who walked 1000 miles)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 12:04 am (UTC)(link)
[His gaze is focused on the wall other side of them, like he can see Tim through it talking to Martin.]

I think the Desolation.
eyediot: (hand me my shovel)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 12:07 am (UTC)(link)
Unless I imagined the scorched hand prints on the back of my shirt...

I-i don't know if he. Chose, but. It got to him right in the end.
eyediot: (if I get drunk well I know I'm gonna be)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
I... think all of us.

[He still isn't sure what entirely is happening to Algric. But for now? He's counting him. Jon does... reach over to put one hand over Algric's.]

As far as I can tell, we're still ourselves at least.
eyediot: (comes in for the work I do)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Don't think any of us were getting out without that.

[He squeezes that hand back.]

...I'll be honest, I'm not sure what the next step should be here. Obviously stop Elias but...
eyediot: (swim out to where you were floating)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
...

[He leans in a little close, whispering just for Algric.]

Is that what you want? A-after everything?
eyediot: (freaky creatures monster party)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 03:15 am (UTC)(link)
[He smiles, squeezes his hand again.]

With the occasional holiday? Stop some other ritual as it comes round?
eyediot: (when I come home oh I know I'm gonna be)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 11:59 am (UTC)(link)
[After endless months of wandering alone, staying in one place with people he loves and cares about sounds... nice. Jon smiles, almost warm at him.]

Then. Then let's do that.
eyediot: (s5; all are empty)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[He leans away.]

Wow, thank you, Martin.

[It's just the two of them, he's allowed. But no, he knew, he was just. Wanting to smooth things over first.]
eyediot: (artful dodger easy does it)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-09-04 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
No, no, you're right. [He lets go of his hand and moves his mug closer to the center of the table so he can get up.]

Iiii will see you in a little while.

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