Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am
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[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story
[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
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[He isn't sure.... how that sits with him. It's borderline insult.]
It'll be a long time to work, then.
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Well, then I suppose I'll have to stay with you for a long time, yeah?
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You all keep reminding me, I'm very stubborn.
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[ He leans forward to kiss his forehead. ]
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What did you want to do? A-after this casserole of course.
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I - I think you need to rest, Jon. So I thought I'd join you on the couch.
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The couch, then. How are you feeling?
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[ So, couch for both of them. ]
Me? I'm fine. Today was - was good. Mostly.
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You deserve that much. Just as much as we deserve some time to ourselves.
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I don't know about deserve, but...
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[Jon lets go just so he can pull Algric's plate closer.]
You eat. I'll get the couch set up.
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[ But he has no argument, so he'll tuck in. ]
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It's too nerdy isn't it. This is too nerdy. Even for him. Christ.]
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This is - this is so much better than what I thought might happen tonight.
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What... were you thinking might happen tonight?
[Wait did he ever have that conversation with Algric in his time? Did it ever come up? He can't remember.]
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I was thinking I'd have to mourn you again. And Tim.
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Right. ...Yes, I would say this is. Better than that.
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What. What were you thinking?
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[God.]
It doesn't matter, it's not what it's about anyway.
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N-no, no I - I found out from. Someone else at work. Actually.
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Who from?
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