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Martin K(nife) Blackwood ([personal profile] curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am

[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story

[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.

But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.

For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.

That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.

As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
eyediot: (s5; but that just reminds me how)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Somehow. Right.

[That elicits a sigh from him.]

If the me here knew, then I could just use my own card...
eyediot: (there's plenty more)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Don't mind him jumping to the worst possible way to do anything. He doesn't know any other way.]

Tell past-timeline me that a future timeline. two and a half years his future, who is also the Avatar and a monster that feeds off the fear of people's paranoia and their own life horror stories, is here and wants to use the account past-him owned to buy himself an electric blanket to sleep next to his-- [What is Algric to him?] his other monster partner who turns into an ice sculpture?
eyediot: I'm in hell (I'm gonna be the man who wakes up next t)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[.... He just said something wrong there. The problem is, what.

He looks properly ashamed though.]


R-right... You... Of course you did.
eyediot: (when we are together)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
[Shit.

Jon watches him carefully, brows knot. He wants to figure this out properly, but the temptation to just Know what he did in an instant...]


Maybe... I-i don't know.
eyediot: (though we try to fade to black)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

Oh. That... doesn't look great for his future.

Jon chances reaching for his cheek, easy to shove off.]


I...I'm sorry.
eyediot: tally hall - "turn off the lights" (don't go in there you'll become one)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
[Jon's eyes never leave him. But he's thoughtful, like trying to piece together a puzzle. Trying to put the right words in the right place.]

Is... I mean, you. Is th-that what you want?

[If he doesn't want it, Jon will backpedal so fast. Let Algric be a human as long as he can. Let him have that happiness.]
eyediot: (and to change what was real)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
[Something in him starts to close up slowly. It hadn't been open very wide or very long to begin with, but he can feel it. Preparing himself for that inevitable ending.

Jon squeezes his hand once, then lets go to get up and out of bed.]


Pancakes.. That sounds good.
eyediot: (s5; and they hunt you and they gut you)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[It's easy enough to block Jon. Avatar or not, he didn't get any taller. What a rip off, really.

He blinks up at Algric.]


What? I-it's just pancakes, really. If I know me, the ingredients should all be there, you don't even have to go to the market-
eyediot: (I tell myself that everything is great)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh.

He blinks rapidly at that, looking up at him still. Somehow, the bottom of his stomach fell out taking his breath with it.]


You... sure? You wouldn't.. Want to stay with them? Be human as long as you could?
eyediot: (just to be the man who walked 1000 miles)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[At that, he tilts his face into Algric's hand.]

...Then I'll work on figuring out a counter to the Lonely.

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
Only because it's for you.

[He'd heard the others in the Lonely, faint whispers just close by his ear before they were gone again. He didn't care about them.]
eyediot: (when I come home oh I know I'm gonna be)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-26 03:29 am (UTC)(link)
R-right.

[Is this what happens when people get to be sincere? He should try it more often.]

Don't think I've ever had your pancakes...