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Martin K(nife) Blackwood ([personal profile] curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am

[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story

[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.

But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.

For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.

That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.

As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
eyediot: (when too much is not enough)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Think you might be the only one who'd consider it...

[He doesn't want to assume Algric would give him that label, but...]
eyediot: (I'm going in)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[He can feel that nervousness starting to grip around them like a wisteria vine, slow and gentle and wrapping around them both.

Jon turns his eyes to look at him. He's still holding his cheeks. Still in close, breathing him in. But that...]


Are... Are you sure?

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's a giddy sort of energy to his nervousness here. He's... God, Jon's never considered himself in a position like this?

And Algric may just... be overwhelmed by a lot of other factors here.]


P-probably. There's, uh. A lot to consider too.
eyediot: (I'll pass almost every penny on to you)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Right. E-exactly. And how would- any of it even work? Can.. Can anything like me even get married?

[He's not human, does it even fucking count?]

And names and... [Even if Algric was just... saying it for the sake of saying something, it still means the world to him. He knows nothing will likely come of a wish. Best not to pin any hopes on it.]
eyediot: (s5; and tell me 'don't look down')

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
...Not, uh. Not Jon Diggly?

[A fond smile worms its way across his face.]
eyediot: (how long can we stay?)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's a soft tease, really. He knows nothing is going to happen, not like what he wants.

He kisses the corner of Algric's mouth once and simply... Watches his face.

God, he wishes. It's plain in his eyes.]


You don't have to do that.
eyediot: (I tell myself that everything is great)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[Thank god he didn't look too deeply into that question.]

Yeah. It's... I mean, a lot of people consider it kind of old fashioned? It's.. I dunno.
eyediot: (but there's no easy way)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[Your husband stalls his thoughts for a few seconds.]

I-i just... I remember hearing Georgie talk about it some back in Uni and. I always... Not that I ever really thought I'd get married at this point, but I never set my heart on someone taking my last name because, really, it's a big expectation to put on someone and--

[Well now he can't stop.]
eyediot: (believe me I'll always be there so)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 11:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[And the thought train stops.]

...Yes. I-i have.

[But even without the no sex thing he has going for him, Jon never thought anyone would want to marry this disaster of a human being. And now he's not even human.]
Edited (phrases have MEANINGS get it right, fingers) 2020-08-27 23:01 (UTC)
eyediot: (but instead we just pretend)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Right. Yes. Agreed.

["If". Always the chance he fucks it up somehow. Jon doesn't know if he'd ever forgive himself if he hurt Algric.]
eyediot: (s5; and I'm still picking up my molars)

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
Our what?

[THIS HAPPENED SO FAST.]
eyediot: (s5; 'you'll fall and break your back')

[personal profile] eyediot 2020-08-27 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Well- Yes. Yes?

[The missing article in that statement makes such a huge difference in meaning.]

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