[PSL] time travel, time travel
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[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:02 pm (UTC)Because you're not stupid? Look, the very fact he took me at some part of my word speaks volumes and if I don't bring proof? At BEST, he goes to Elias with me being in on Jon's Paranoid Harassment Campaign.
Make that the worst, too.
[And then there's the saddest scrape of the fridge barely moving even slightly.] What is he...
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:06 pm (UTC)Martin takes a deep breath. And hates his life even more. ]
F - fine. Fine, okay, that's - extremely likely. And if Elias finds out what's going on, we are all dead. Or worse.
[ He's certain it's some form of or worse and he has no intention of finding out what.
... He also pauses as he hears the fridge scrape. Turns, a bit, and spies Jon ... ah. ]
What are you doing?
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:08 pm (UTC)It's behind the fridge.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:16 pm (UTC)No, hang on. I just remembered: I don't want to know at all.
[Tim still pushes up from the table and angles over to look. It... ... one of the Institute ones? Why....?]
Okay. Sure. I pull, you use your scrawny little bird arms to grab it, yeah?
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:18 pm (UTC)It's also very hard to love you right now, tape recorder. As much as he's usually glad to see you. ]
You're going to knock it over.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:24 pm (UTC)[He does grab a broom though. He's not so stupid as to try and just. Reach for it. No, once there's adequate space, he'll use the broom to nudge it out into the open.]
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:29 pm (UTC)Anyways, if you're worried, grab the other side.
[With that put-on sigh, he grins and finds a good angle. Bracing against the counter, he gives a good heave.]
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:32 pm (UTC)[ Martin obediently goes to the other side, then, and heaves. ]
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:35 pm (UTC)But why - [God it's hard to maneuver this thing.] Behind the fridge - of all places.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:40 pm (UTC)Aaannnnny day now.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:42 pm (UTC)It - it might be me? It was following me around ...
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:53 pm (UTC)Got it!
[It's free! And still inexplicably rolling. God how much tape is on this thing?]
Thank you. I don't... really know if it would've been worth leaving it there.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:57 pm (UTC)Angling a look to make sure Jon's clear, he gives a short, strained nod, voice tight.] Okay, ease it back, niiice and slow.
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Date: 2020-07-29 10:59 pm (UTC)Martin just makes a dimly distressed noise, anyway, and levers the fridge back. ]
R-right - okay -
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:00 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-07-29 11:03 pm (UTC)...Why is he here now?
[He carefully steps around the two as they put the fridge back, trying to steer clear and sets the recorder on the table as he goes to the door.]
Martin? You're-- Why are you here at this hour?
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:05 pm (UTC)What? No, he's stopping by tomorrow.
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:06 pm (UTC)Jon! Oh, I-I was...expecting Tim... He, um, he sent me some texts? About you, and I sort of got too worried to sleep, so I thought maybe Tim was still awake and I'd just...come. Here.
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:08 pm (UTC)And then he goes even more rigid as he hears the voice coming from the door. ]
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:12 pm (UTC)[God, it's not like he can just. Tell Martin to go away at this point, so he looks back at Tim and future-Martin before stepping aside to let current-Martin in.
Oh gods this is going to get confusing.
There's still the faint smell of scones and the plate on the table with some still steaming hot tea.]
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:14 pm (UTC)Making it sound like I was planning on staying then night. [It's an easy tease, that current Martin hasn't seen Tim as prone to lately, and especially not with Jon.
Tim takes one look back at Martin's stricken face and moves with grace and surety that only comes from betrayals of this magnitude: Tim's hand settles on Future!Martin's back and steers him out of the kitchen with him.]
Well, this will save on the re-explaining bit. Martin, meet Martin of Christmas Future.
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:25 pm (UTC)I know, I'm sorry, I'm just-- He said a lot of nonsense about time and ghosts, but it sounded like in the end we're just trying to help you, because you've been weird, Jon, and we're worried and we...want to help.
[Tim makes his way over and Martin just makes A Face.]
Tim- Honestly, you don't have to--
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:29 pm (UTC)Oh my god.
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Date: 2020-07-29 11:31 pm (UTC)[roughly clears his throat, but his voice trembles]
I don't...understand. That's- I...
done i think????????
Date: 2020-07-29 11:32 pm (UTC)[...]
Please.
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