[PSL] time travel, time travel
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[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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Date: 2020-08-26 12:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-26 12:27 am (UTC)[Did he misread that?]
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Date: 2020-08-26 12:31 am (UTC)[There's ... a pause, and a longer look at Jon, disquieted. And.. you know, nows as good of a time as any.]
Look. There's one thing but hold until you've gotten more sleep.
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Date: 2020-08-26 12:34 am (UTC)All right. [This is a weird tension in the air, suddenly. Maybe he wasn't supposed to know that?]
...You remember you always hated my plans, yes?
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Date: 2020-08-26 12:49 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-26 01:13 am (UTC)[You just get better coffee for the Research breakroom, that's all! Why was it hard!]
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:15 am (UTC)You know that Joan and Carl STILL don't talk to each other anymore after that blow up. It started an all out war.
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:17 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:24 am (UTC)...So. I can... sort of see how I may have had a hand.
It shouldn't have happened though.
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:30 am (UTC)Huh.
His expression softens.]
... Right. I mean. ... Normally, it shouldn't have. But both of them were scheduled real short shift that week, if I remember right.
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:35 am (UTC)Y-yes, I think so. Maybe I'll... I don't know.
[He was going to say 'buy them nicer coffee' as a gift from the Archive staff, but now he isn't sure that's a good idea. Plus he still only knows basic coffee.]
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:37 am (UTC)Fruit basket. Or fancy cheeses. You know, better than the grocer platters that come out usually.
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Date: 2020-08-26 01:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-26 02:01 am (UTC)Instead:]
Yeah, so I was a manager for a stint there in my last job.
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:07 am (UTC)Answers quite a lot, I think.
[Any small wonder he's been frustrated with Jon "Extremely Underqualified For This Position" Sims.]
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:15 am (UTC)Oh, don't think I was aiming for your job. I, very specifically, didn't apply.
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:21 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:34 am (UTC)[Oh look at that, he's just picking through his clothes again and checking his toiletries.]
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:39 am (UTC)... How many did YOU slog through?
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:41 am (UTC)[Look, at the time he didn't know about Gertrude, all he saw was an opportunity to get closer to the real research he wanted.]
Lost count at twenty-four. [Stubborn ass.]
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Date: 2020-08-26 02:45 am (UTC)(no subject)
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