Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am
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[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story
[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
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Oh. [Oh that is cute. He smirks and steps up to his building door, putting in the number code.]
You don't have to tell me.
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N-no, but - look, it was a long time ago. The web archives imploded in 2017 sometime, so there's no evidence of them anywhere on the net anymore.
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[ When they get to Jon's door, Algric lets go of his hand. For a brief, terrible moment, Jon is alone in the hall. ]
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Eyes are on him. Passing over with a curiosity, peeling that first layer of obscurity off. His heart is racing.
Stop looking. Stop looking stop looking stop lookin--
It passes, and he's breathless when he hears the lock click on the other side.]
P-please... Open the door.
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(Behind the door, Algric flinches as that top layer of fog burns away. That's - that's not pleasant, but it's fine, because a second later he's back in existence, opening the door wide.) ]
S - sorry Jon, I - I had to do that to get through. I'm here again.
[ And so he was, if slightly blurry around the edges. He never left. ]
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... He was looking. [Jon's... scared. He forgot he could even feel fear like this. But if they want to fix this timeline, Elias can't know he's here, or who he is. Not this soon.]
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[ And then he knows. He'd felt it too, searching, burning at his own layers of fog. Gone now, mercifully, now that he has Jon back under that blanket, but the realisation is enough to make his heart drop. ]
Oh. Oh god. I didn't even think -
[ Wait. Another thought jostles its way in. ]
Am I protecting you?
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The... The Lonely fog was... hard when I was wandering through it. Even before you left it, it was hard to see you.
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Elias can't see you. When - when you're with me.
[ And he couldn't see this timeline's Jon either. That explains so much. ]
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[And a bit of a problem. It means that Jon literally can't be alone.
He'll deal with that thought after he looks around his old flat. He'd missed this. He sets his shoulder bag down by the door and takes a deep breath, taking in the old smells. Paper and books and... cooking? Someone's been baking in here. Jon doesn't bake. He whirls around to Algric.]
Did... Were you baking?
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After he blushes hard, anyway. ]
W-well - yes. Past you was. Was letting me stay, so I cooked and cleaned for him.
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[He will beat the crap out of past-him if he didn't do anything else.]
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[ He looks a bit lovesick. ]
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[He sees it and... God, he's glad this current timeline version of himself has been good to Algric... But.
But.
He can't hide how that look mirrors itself on his own face watching Algric.]
I, um. I'm. I'm glad.
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I - I'm going to put the kettle on, all right?
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[Totally fine! He watches Algric go to do that, leaning a bit before toddling to his room. Some of his clothes are missing, but whatever. He'll grab literally anything that's clean and toss it on.
...But truth be told, he does. Actually like the jacket he found in Daisy's safehouse, so he keeps that where he can grab it.]
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And when Jon comes back out, Martin is seated at the table as if it's the most natural thing in the world, waiting for him. ]
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He takes a deep breath and sits at the table with him.]
...Smells good.
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Good. I - I know you don't really need it, but...
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[No, he... really doesn't. It's for appearances, or just the feeling of... still being human, for himself. At least he can still enjoy taste as he takes the mug and sips at it.]
...Thank you.
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Of - of course, Jon. I'm glad to do this small thing.
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...I'm sorry, I'm not- Not quite ready to see them all yet.
[God, he's so afraid to see Tim. He has so much to apologize for.]
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[Slow breathing and.. God, it's so quiet. He grabs for a scone to munch on quietly.]
...I missed you.
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when your dyslexia kicks in and has you misread a tag completely and you roll anyway
HAHAHA it's all good
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