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[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.

But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.

For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.

That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.

As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]

Date: 2020-08-24 01:59 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; they led you to drink from the fount)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
Ah.

[No, he... really doesn't. It's for appearances, or just the feeling of... still being human, for himself. At least he can still enjoy taste as he takes the mug and sips at it.]

...Thank you.

Date: 2020-08-24 02:08 am (UTC)
eyediot: (but instead we just pretend)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[Is it the tea, or is it Jon's feelings heating his face up? Could be either, but survey leans more to his feelings with that soft smile creeping on his face.]

...I'm sorry, I'm not- Not quite ready to see them all yet.

[God, he's so afraid to see Tim. He has so much to apologize for.]

Date: 2020-08-24 02:11 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; I'd hug it like a harmless little tr)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
Right...

[Slow breathing and.. God, it's so quiet. He grabs for a scone to munch on quietly.]

...I missed you.

Date: 2020-08-24 02:16 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; and putting them back in my face)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[He doesn't hesitate a second taking it, squeezing Algric's hand.]

Even... Even before you were taken to the Lonely. When... You were still just. Working with Peter, I-- [A shudder because... Those months of Martin being isolated, of refusing to even be near him... It hurt in so many ways. and he can only imagine how bad it got for Martin.]

I won't leave you alone. Not again.

Date: 2020-08-24 02:30 am (UTC)
eyediot: tally hall - "turn off the lights" (don't go in there you'll become one)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[He sighs, thumbing along Algric's knuckles.]

I don't think I can stay very far from the Institute for very long.

[Yeah, he may be an Avatar, but he still.. has to eat.] I don't think I have to go in, but. Just stay in the area. I don't know.

Date: 2020-08-24 02:44 am (UTC)
eyediot: (bend the nightmare you control it)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[Jon squeezes his hand again. He'll have to figure out food at some point too. And probably soon. He doesn't want to just... Take it from strangers, but what else can he do? Maybe the both of them sneak into the Archives or something.]

We will. It'll work out. For now. [He holds up that scone, taking another small bite.] This works.

Date: 2020-08-24 02:51 am (UTC)
eyediot: (I'd swim out to you in the ocean)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
Like the best thing I've had in ages.

[Everything about this moment is soft. He'd missed him so.... so much.]

...I heard you. B-back then. In the Lonely.

Date: 2020-08-24 03:00 am (UTC)
eyediot: (and to change what was real)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
I did.

...The last thing I heard was... you loved me.

[Past tense. He doesn't know if that's still true now.]

Date: 2020-08-24 03:06 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; they led you to drink from the fount)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
I do.

[Jon gets it out before Algric even finishes the last thing he says. His eyes are focused so intently on Algric's face, but he's... soft. He spent so long alone in the Archives wishing Martin was there. And then countless days in the Lonely and the Domains regretting having never gotten to express himself.]

I do... Love you.

Date: 2020-08-24 03:11 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; or an earthquake I'd calm it)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[Oh-- Oh no. Oh no, he's crying and voice cracking and Jon is on the other side of the table. He only lets go of his hand enough to get up and come around, kneeling to cup his cheeks.]

I-- Hey. [He thumbs some of the tears away.] I'm here, all right?

Date: 2020-08-24 03:18 am (UTC)
eyediot: (jm; and I'd hold you in my weak arms lik)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[Crap crapcrap he didn't want to make him cry harder! Mission abo-Oh.

His eyes go a little wide but. That's fine. After the initial surprise, Jon wraps arms around him and leans into it.

This is all right.]

Date: 2020-08-24 03:24 am (UTC)
eyediot: (s5; I'd remind you who you are)
From: [personal profile] eyediot
[It's all right because Jon's not very skilled at it either. But he does have to break away to get his breath, leaving him to just press his forehead to Algric's.]

...I'm not leaving you.

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