Martin K(nife) Blackwood (
curriculum_fictae) wrote2020-08-23 08:44 am
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[PSL-Adjacent] time travel side story
[ Is this part of the other PSL? MAYBE ... tbd.
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
But - this is the Martin who went back in time to the second season, before everything really started going to hell. It hasn't been the most pleasant ride - seeing himself, accidentally triggering Not-Sasha's attack, the confrontation with Elias - but it's been better. He'd begged Michaelen not to take him back for multiple reasons. Yes, he thinks help more here, but ... he also doesn't want to go home to die. Not when there's a Jon here who's willing to love him, when Tim is blossoming into a new best friend, and even Martin is slowly moving towards self-acceptance in a literal sense.
For the first time in months, Martin - no, Algric - sees the shape of what a peaceful life could be. This could be a world where he lives in Jon's flat for the rest of his life, where he doesn't only have to be a helpful ghost. The Lonely is still too strong in him, but he feels it weakening in spots, where Tim and Jon and Martin have all helped him remember what it's like to have human connection.
That's why he's here at Hilltop Road. He dares to hope now; he dares to consider the possibility that he might get to keep all of this. And if he wants to keep this, he has to make sure there's no way back to the hell he left. Michaelen's appearance had scared him more deeply than he wants to let on.
As he mounts the steps to the rickety old house, Algric takes in a shivering breath. It's fine. It's fine, this is fine, he's just - just going to look. And if there's a creepy basement with a crack in the world, he's not going to go through it! He's just going to. See if it's there or not. If he thinks his timeline is on the other side or not. ]
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[And a bit of a problem. It means that Jon literally can't be alone.
He'll deal with that thought after he looks around his old flat. He'd missed this. He sets his shoulder bag down by the door and takes a deep breath, taking in the old smells. Paper and books and... cooking? Someone's been baking in here. Jon doesn't bake. He whirls around to Algric.]
Did... Were you baking?
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After he blushes hard, anyway. ]
W-well - yes. Past you was. Was letting me stay, so I cooked and cleaned for him.
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[He will beat the crap out of past-him if he didn't do anything else.]
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[ He looks a bit lovesick. ]
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[He sees it and... God, he's glad this current timeline version of himself has been good to Algric... But.
But.
He can't hide how that look mirrors itself on his own face watching Algric.]
I, um. I'm. I'm glad.
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I - I'm going to put the kettle on, all right?
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[Totally fine! He watches Algric go to do that, leaning a bit before toddling to his room. Some of his clothes are missing, but whatever. He'll grab literally anything that's clean and toss it on.
...But truth be told, he does. Actually like the jacket he found in Daisy's safehouse, so he keeps that where he can grab it.]
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And when Jon comes back out, Martin is seated at the table as if it's the most natural thing in the world, waiting for him. ]
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He takes a deep breath and sits at the table with him.]
...Smells good.
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Good. I - I know you don't really need it, but...
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[No, he... really doesn't. It's for appearances, or just the feeling of... still being human, for himself. At least he can still enjoy taste as he takes the mug and sips at it.]
...Thank you.
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Of - of course, Jon. I'm glad to do this small thing.
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...I'm sorry, I'm not- Not quite ready to see them all yet.
[God, he's so afraid to see Tim. He has so much to apologize for.]
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[Slow breathing and.. God, it's so quiet. He grabs for a scone to munch on quietly.]
...I missed you.
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Me too. More than - more than anything.
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Even... Even before you were taken to the Lonely. When... You were still just. Working with Peter, I-- [A shudder because... Those months of Martin being isolated, of refusing to even be near him... It hurt in so many ways. and he can only imagine how bad it got for Martin.]
I won't leave you alone. Not again.
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You're here now. We're - we're relatively safe. M-maybe we can just leave?
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I don't think I can stay very far from the Institute for very long.
[Yeah, he may be an Avatar, but he still.. has to eat.] I don't think I have to go in, but. Just stay in the area. I don't know.
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Right. Right, we'll - we'll figure that out.
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We will. It'll work out. For now. [He holds up that scone, taking another small bite.] This works.
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Yeah? How does it taste?
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[Everything about this moment is soft. He'd missed him so.... so much.]
...I heard you. B-back then. In the Lonely.
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Oh. Immediately, all of Martin has gone red, completely overwriting any blurriness. ]
You - you did?
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...The last thing I heard was... you loved me.
[Past tense. He doesn't know if that's still true now.]
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when your dyslexia kicks in and has you misread a tag completely and you roll anyway
HAHAHA it's all good
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