[PSL] time travel, time travel
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[ Martin had always known that Lukas would kill him in the end. If not along the way, then surely at the end, once he'd gotten what he wanted out of Martin, whatever that turned out to be. When the Lonely rose up to swallow him, he'd accepted his impending death with ... what?
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
What did he have left, really? Numbness, mostly. A hallucination of Jon in the Lonely, looking for him, but - but that was impossible, ridiculous. His mind playing cruel tricks. He settled himself down in the frigid surf, knees drawn up close to his chest, unshed tears frozen to his cheeks and lashes.
And then. A door. A door that shouldn't exist, that couldn't exist. That he shouldn't take at all. The Lonely was terrible, yes, but it was quiet, and it was peaceful. Martin was aligned enough with it by now to very nearly enjoy it, in a strange and terrible way. The Spiral would be infinitely worse than this quiet beach.
But ... it was hope, too. In a strange way. Hope enough that Martin found himself turning the door handle and stepping through, leaving the false comfort of the Lonely behind him.
The transition was unpleasant. Long. But Martin couldn't remember it after; he only remembered stumbling out through the door of a supply closet somewhere deep in the Archives, blinking up at the dim bulbs that pretended to be sufficient. What time was it? Had he escaped? Where were Lukas and Elias now?
And where was Jon? ]
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:32 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:42 pm (UTC)So, at least tell me he has no hold on you.
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-15 09:45 pm (UTC)All right. That's the goal then.
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:48 pm (UTC)I-I’m more surprised I haven’t felt poorly for not having gone back to the Institute yet. Pretty sure I’m still bound to it like you are.
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:57 pm (UTC)[Of course, this doesn't take into account how bloody-minded stubborn Tim would be at that point. How really close it probably came.]
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Date: 2020-08-15 09:59 pm (UTC)[ Yep. Algric is definitely considering that. ]
I should feel something by now.
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Date: 2020-08-15 10:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-15 10:22 pm (UTC)[ He’s thinking hard. ]
God I hope it’s not a. An alternate timeline thing. I mean, great for me, but not for you.
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Date: 2020-08-15 10:31 pm (UTC)I'm going to go with the 'the terrible answer is the true one' thing we established earlier.
I mean, I guess we can prove it empirically, but none of us are quite up for holiday yet.
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Date: 2020-08-15 10:42 pm (UTC)[ Algric sighs a little. ]
I-I’d say come back to mine somehow, but it’s worse, so.
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Date: 2020-08-16 02:16 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-16 02:38 am (UTC)[ He just hangs his head a bit. ]
There is - there is so much going on. I haven’t even told you about things like - like Jon giving the Boneturner two of his ribs.
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Date: 2020-08-16 02:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-16 02:46 am (UTC)[ Algric makes a face. ]
The other one was in exchange for Jared’s story.
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Date: 2020-08-16 02:49 am (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2020-08-16 02:52 am (UTC)To get a statement.
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Date: 2020-08-16 03:01 am (UTC)Jon’s an idiot.
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Date: 2020-08-16 03:08 am (UTC)Algric have you considered your taste is a bit...
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Date: 2020-08-16 03:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2020-08-16 03:16 am (UTC)[There's a small huff of humor from Tim, and then... slowly it settles more sober again as he braces himself to get back into things.]
How did... Jon come back? And when? How long were you going that alone?
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